Autumn Rain


nrain.jpgIt’s how you look at me; eyes devouring my body, clothing torn away and discarded across the room, my whole universe unfolds before you as I fall down upon the bed and open my legs. A woman can live her whole life without ever knowing what true love really means, waiting for the moment when the man who owns her heart melts her with a single look and makes her complete. Words slip away in the fire of hunger as our locked eyes pledge undying love and as we fight to erase the solitary loneliness and will our bodies together; desperately trying to forge the flesh which was separated by the gods in the birth of our existence. Such pain of being apart from you my love… could you fill this empty well within me any deeper? The sound of rain falling on our roof; sweat pours off our skin and pools between us as we move together in a single rhythm, never once stopping to wonder when it begins, or when it ends – the circle is unbroken as you devour me… and I surrender myself to you.

RainRainy afternoons always do it for me. Call it nature’s aphrodisiac!

We’ve been getting pounded all day with the windy rain bands from Hurricane Noel, but it’s been more than fine staying inside all day. It’s not too bad tho – I did manage to get out this morning to do my normal errands, grocery shopping and all that mundane kind of housewifey stuff, and after we had our intense afternoon romp we’ve just been sitting around the house and laying around and watching old movies on television, just like an old married couple is supposed to I suppose!

BoyJeff got up this morning and for some reason was inspired to start making a huge mess in poking around the garage. Why that man of mine starts these huge projects without thinking them thru first I’ll never understand. It must be wired into his DNA, and of course his excuse was that he was looking for something. Okay, I should say this up front – my husband is a packrat of the worst sort – well, maybe not the worst sort – he doesn’t save old newspapers and magazines, but he’s got things that he’s been lugging around for at least 20 years, and most of it I wound up storing for him when we were apart. Today he went looking for his old computer equipment from back when we had our first apartment. He says he wants to put it up on eBay but I think he was just bored and was looking for something to do on a rainy Saturday.

So, after he fucked me silly… I suggested he might want to paint the kitchen like I’ve been asking him to do for three weeks now, or maybe he could hang the rain chains we ordered last month which have been sitting in the same box they came in since they got here.

But now he says he’s tired… of course he is. Grrr! Men! :getlost:

Well, it’s Saturday, it’s raining, and we have the house to ourselves. I’m sure we’ll think of some way to pass the time! :silly:

Enjoy your weekend!

nina

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Nina,

I love your sensual way with words. The feminine spirituality just seems to make your words pulse on their own. Such a beautiful depiction of what the soul feels.

Thank you for this gift from your soul,
Terry

Terry,

Thank you sweetheart! :kissing:

That’s such a lovely compliment. The words just came to me in the afterglow!

Thanks!

xoxo,
nina

Nina
I blame testosterone for your husbands actions. It is in our nature to charge forward, to take charge. Why do you think we never ask for directions?

Andy

Hi Nina,
Your’re such an expressive woman in full bloom and in touch with your own sensuality.It’s like paradise here on earth once you touch base with your own sexuality which itself reaches the zenith of spirituality.Wow! great piece Nina.Great piece. Well done.Keep it up and keep cherishing the gift you’re endowned with.The best is yet to come.Move on and achieve it. Cheers. Alex;-)

Andy,

lol! Yes, you’re probably right about that. Tho Jeff is usually better behaved than that!

Thanks!

xoxo,
nina

Alex,

What a very kind thing of you to say, thank you so much - tho this was just a short paragraph about the way I felt.

I’ve always viewed writing as an art, as unique and individual as the artist herself. It makes me happy to know that you enjoyed this.

Thanks!

xoxo,
nina

Sweet, sweet Nina,

I MISSED YOU BABY!!!!!

Love the very evocative part of your post, I’m very in touch with those feelings now as well.

I missed you so much girl but I have been making some serious changes and I’m actually happy now. It’s a miracle.
I’ve never known love like this, so lovely.

I read the post about Jeff cheating on you with Moe-sef and I laughed my motherfucking ass off, WINGS??? WTF+++

Glad you’re doing well honey and I’ll be stopping back more often. I’m pretty sure I’m going to be opening a new blog, I’ll keep you updated.

Love love love to you,
Rhoda

Ah Nina, I see you have been doing what I have been doing during your rainy days…;-)) Nothing better in the world than deep passion.

It’s snowing over here in Italy so…whooppee, more bed time! giggle

Ciao! Alexa

I agree, a very sensual post which let me float into a dream state for a little while.

NINA! missed you

Rhoda darling! :kissing:

I’m so happy for you! And I missed you too!

I know you’re going thru a lot of changes now, and I know you’re aware of what’s been going on in my world with Jeff.

Yes, him and his cat! lol!

I’m doing okay sweetheart… it’s hard right now, but we’re getting thru it.

Thanks sweetie,

love ya!
nina

Hi Alexa!

Mmmmm! Yes, this month started out good, but took a very bad turn. Things are getting better tho.

Enjoy the snow babe! :kissing:

xoxo,
nina

V.e.,

Thanks so much!

xoxo,
nina

Hi kj,

Well thanks! I didn’t go anywhere tho!

But I haven’t been around much this month. I’m dealing with some personal issues which have kept my attention elsewhere and quite frankly, I’ve been too emotionally drained to even think about geishaland. But thanks anyway! It’s nice to know I was missed!

xoxo,
nina

Nina: I knew something was up. I have had my issues this month for sure. Hospital twice total of two weeks, had heart trouble, but doing and feeling fine,and looking forward to you feeling better and writing. love Richard

Hi Richard,

I’m so sorry that you went thru such an ordeal and I’m glad to hear that you’re doing better.

Well, Jeff has been very sick and he was also in the hospital for over two weeks. He had surgery and developed a post operative infection which landed him in intensive care. He’s home now and is recovering thank goodness, but for a while there it was very touch and go.

I’ve been an emotional basket case and it’s been extremely difficult for me to stay focused on much of anything, especially writing. Maybe once my head starts to calm down I’ll be able to form more than two words and write something, but right now I’m just grateful that my husband is alive.

Thanks sweetie,

xoxo,
nina

Dear Nina: Sorry to her about Jeff. I want you to know your family is in our thoughts and prayers. I was so lucky to have ended up in a University Hospital in NYC in ICU, the care was second to none. I feel very lucky to be alive. Tell Jeff to get better and pay attention to what his Doc’s tell him. I do miss your writing, but fully understand. Love Richard

Good Morning Richard,

Thank you so much sweetie. It’s very much appreciated.

It sounds like you went thru quite an ordeal yourself! Jeff is doing better and our family and friends have been a huge help. Lisa is helping out with our son and is around to do errands for me so I can concentrate on taking care of him.

Thanks for the kind thoughts!

xoxo,
nina

It’s great to hear encouraging news about Jeff. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

It’s also wonderful to hear your sweet, sensous voice again.

Love, Piper

My Darling Piper,

Thank you so much my dearest. Jeff is doing better, but it’s still a long process to heal. I can’t thank you enough for your kindness and for your friendship.

It’s actually nice to be able to write again too! So, as things gradually return to normal in my world, I’m sure that the words will once again flow like the waters of my soul.

love,
nina

Powerful yet delicate.

Delicious, actually.

Marc,

Merci beaucoup !

xoxo,
nina